I should quit the church…
Yes walk away from the entire structure. But really, I must ask myself, how can you quit a building. Its not like one can be in physical relationship with a structure. I stress again how can you quit a place where you never even belonged to. I give up on trying to fit in between the confinement of these 4 walls.I give up trying to be apart of an organization that has more judgmental bias than convictions of the heart. A structure nonetheless that offers no comfort, peace or shelter. Just a building with holdings and nothing belonging to me.
So I QUIT!!!
Not another day will I force myself to be among brick and mortar that hold things but no accountability…
Provides heat with no passion,
Has open doors yet lacks hospitality.
I am done.
I will not allow my creative side to be stifled by the fears of others insecurities…
God invitation for me to serve gives me a wide range of possibilities…
God’s call on my life gives me freedom
So I quit, the church!!!!
I didn’t give up on God
I gave up on Man
Not the entire human race
MAN
The false controller of my fate
The flesh that stand as a roadblock to my NEXT
MAN
The Doctrines created by the same people that break them…
I said doctrine not GOD’s Law
I am not perfect not by any means…
I do believe in structure and order…
But I will no longer be a slave to mentality of control
Judge me as you may but please correct me as the WORD directs you too…Love Me as the WORD requires of you but do not judge me when I leave because of the misappropriation of my heart and time for personal gain rather than Kingdom elevation
I have to guard my heart and my time is valuable
I QUIT
I am walking away
GOD lead me to a people that I can freely love and be love back
God lead me to a people that desire to grow
GOD lead me
Use me fully
I trust you
I will never stop praying
I will never stop praising
I will never stop worshiping
I will never stop serving YOU
MY GOD it is time for a change
It starts with me walking away from the old into
My destiny
Here I am
A willing vessel
I surrender to YOUR WILL for my life
I am the church…use ME!!!
